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The Past and Future

This now older and wiser girl has been through some pretty bad thing through her life  and she has made some pretty bad decisions, but over time she learned how to correct those mistakes and some of them she couldn’t but moved forward. Throughout her life she had a mother who loved her with all of he heart as any mother should have been until one day she just didn’t want to talk to her daughter anymore or that is what she thought was going on. To this little girl that was everything to her to have a mother that she could trust and love for the rest of her life and then just one day with just the right words everything ways stripped away from her before she even knew it. For the past 6 years she had only two days of contact from her mother that was it just two days. Christmas and her birthday were the only days, but even with in those years she would get a call with just for a quick hi and a promise that was and never will be kept. To give an example a couple years ago this had been the first promise that she could have gone down to Florida for the first time but then without even saying anything her mother left without her and she didn’t even know until she was given a gift. How this made her feel was betrayed and very much hurt but what really had gotten to her was the second and last time when she knew about it and hoped that things would have been a little different but nothing had happened and she just gave up. For the past two years there has been no contact and what she knows of her other family is that her 18 year old cousin just had a baby and has seen pictures of her little sister growing up and looking just like her. The world that she see in her future that her past will now effect. Ever since she has had this dream of becoming a Maine Game Warden she has been doing everything that she can to achieve her goal. But when she thinks about it how much she has gone though she kept that dream in her heart and will forever pursue it. Lastly one single person that just keeps giving her a reason to just give up on herself but then she meets new people and that small feeling just get pushed aside and every once in awhile that thought does come up and she thinks “what could I have done differently” but no matter what you can never change the past but only the . Over all she has learned that she needs to find the right people to be around and just keep her head up.Photo on Foter.com

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  • zbuteau19
    March 29, 2019 at 8:36 am 

    I’ve never been through something like this, but I know people that has. It really has put them down mentally and physically. Like you said you can’t change the past but you can pursue your future. I hope that the girl pursues everything she can and I hope that everyone that has been through something like this they keep their heads up. Well written document too.

  • shenderson19
    March 29, 2019 at 8:47 am 

    This was a great story to read, even showing how you can’t change anything in the past. It was sad to read about a mother that was there, but then left. Even though there are always people around to help you through anything. Especially your friends, they can help you through anything. This was a sad, but good story to read. Always stay positive.

  • cakers19
    May 2, 2019 at 4:00 pm 

    This was so sad! I personally have never gone through anything like this but I know that I wouldn’t have been able to handle this type of situation. Whether you’ve ever thought about it or not this really shows how brave you are! You stood tall, you found a dream you want to focus on and you’re trying your hardest to achieve that dream which is amazing! You aren’t letting this awful part of your past bring you down or stop you from achieving your goals which is a very difficult thing to do so props to you for that! Never forget that you have people who are going to be here for you and will help push you towards your dream and will always help keep a smile on your face!

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